when I feel my fears, and when I surrender to the light of the Creator, I am free
and, I am freed
I’ve been feeling into
what my goals are here
what I want
what I’m inspired to do, to be, to create
via this medium
and I think it comes down to this: simply to write and share when I am inspired to
to write and share
when there is something on my heart to say
and this feels like the right place
to do so
I see the perfection in everything
that’s the first thing
I want to say
I see the perfection in
all the things I’m scared of
and learning about
and growing through
I see the perfection in
facing, and befriending myself
with new eyes, new tenderness
and new capabilities
I see the perfection in and of
the journey
and I am awestruck by it
it mesmerises me
I am more loved than I ever knew or imagined I could be
and, I am more protected
I see it now
I see it clearly
maybe I just want my substack to be the place where I am dreamy
not where I share my dreams
but where I share this facet of my being
maybe I don’t have to do or be everything
in one place
maybe I can make a place special and sacred
in a way I like
for me
maybe I don’t have to try at all
maybe I don’t have to protect or defend
something or someone
else
maybe I can rest in the knowledge that
God is in control
I have done enough
I am doing enough
I don’t have to prove
I am valuable
my heart is so big and so vast
and I feel so deeply
and what a gift that is
what a gift it is to be like this
what a gift it is to love like this
what a gift it is to learn so much about life every day
I am so lucky
a simple blessing
“I am so lucky”
thank you