savouring the good things

and coming undone in the process

with you,
I savour every victory
nothing is too small to be celebrated
everything is precious
because I know the pain of everything falling to pieces
and I’d rather not live there anymore

it’s not delusion, it’s
holding the good as if it’s a priceless treasure
and not pushing for anything else

it’s making something beautiful out of what was once just pain
it’s r…