Dear Diary: "I am radically open to being surprised."
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Dear Diary: "I am radically open to being surprised."
I'm a lucky [wo]man. What's your favourite song?
26/1/2023
realisation, revelation, revolution.
I woke up with those words in my head, and a strong sense that I'm ready for more.
an excitement. I'm chomping at the bit for it. it feels good.
my Achilles Heel is co-dependency.
my Achilles Heel is letting myself rely on people who consistently cannot or will not be there for me in the ways that I need & using this to reinforce a childhood core belief that NO ONE CAN.
I know this is BS.
I choose to relinquish it.
I am radically open to being surprised. I am radically open to being delighted. I am radically open to being open, full stop: I am radically open to all my feelings & I love every single one of them. I am radically open to my power. I am radically open to TRUSTING MY DISCERNMENT.
[later]
I love seizing the day (& the night).
I love doing what feels right.
I love expanding my horizons.
I love forgiving myself my human foibles.
I love karaoke.
I love being myself.
I love loving myself.
I love this song.
open.spotify.com/track/2mxPSHEw…
27/1/2023
[earlier]
I feel like even more of a whirlwind than usual & I fucking love it. it feels expansive & exciting. I'm alive & receptive in a way that I wasn't--couldn’t be-- before. it's fun, joyful & enlivening. I cherish every moment. I enjoy the flow.